 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Seamless at on 27.04. at 02:16:27 - as answer to: Leggings in Orlando by Seeker at >>It's also interesting to use the insight from your childhood stories on your current day activities. You're setting yourself up to repeat the embarrassment you suffered as a child. I would think that at this point, it would be hard to feel uneasy because of so much repeated exposure. But then again, there may be certain limits we reach.>>I've had times where I pictured myself at 60 years old. Would I be wearing tights? Or would it be a fetish that passed on it's way years ago. Why would it have passed? Well, there have also been times where my reaction to tights diminishes. I begin to think I'm "losing it". Then something happens to rekindle my interest. I don't think I'll ever be free of it. And in time there will be more variations to investigate, like wearing tights out in public.>>A couple of times I've sat on my porch, fully clad in a neck to toe red unitard, slightly hidden by the porch fencing. Either late at night or early morning. And I'm resting on a blanket, touching myself, waiting for someone to walk by. Cars speed by too quickly to notice me. A couple of times I chickened out. But one time, two women walked by without seeing me and I feared that they'd turn and spot me at any moment. Zing! That sure made me climax quickly.>>~Seamless~>Possibly, but then I go to a great deal of trouble to remain anonymous. The interesting thing is that each time I do it again is almost the same degree of excitement and stimulation as the very first day. I have just learned how better to manage my hesitation and anxieties. Still the overall thought of being caught is part of the sense of adventure that accompanies it.>No I am not a writer, but rather a voracious reader.>Seeker--Great deal of trouble to be anonymous? I thought it was rather easy here. The only clues I've given anyone here is that I live in the NY Metro area. One person here knows my real name. You should feel free to state your profession... none of us will have a clue as to who you are. Ah yes, reading voraciously does help one's writing skills. I need to read a little more. ;-) Anyway, I'm beginning to relate to what you're saying. Everytime I go to buy hosiery, I usually feel the same level of anxiety and embarrassment each time. Except the last time, as I played it off as "purchasing hosiery for my girlfriend", keeping that in mind to give me the confidence not to project anything out of the ordinary. I do have to buy regular "mens" stuff at the same time, to pull it off though. But wearing tights in public... I would only do that on Halloween. I pulled off a stint wearing a full body unitard without a hitch. No embarrassment whatsoever. Well, except when I had to put it on with my girlfriend around (she didn't know of my fetish), I felt very self-conscious. ~Seamless~ Answers to this message: 
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