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written by Dep on 12.07. at 06:45:04 - as answer to: My decision and thankyou..... by DancemaniaK at >She never knew I took Ballet. That and everything else made it really hard for me to continue the relationship. I didn't feel it was fair of me to keep such a part of my life hidden from her. I really love her and haven't stopped thinking of her. I know that if we did get married, I will be feeling guilty as long as she does not know about my fetish. I know deep in my heart that my lycra will always be apart of my life. I have tried so hard to change but I always end up going back to it. It's an addiction and there is nothing I can do about it. >I am feeling so angry and hurt as I love her so much. I just can't marry the girl I love without revealing the truth. It's killing me.>And to everyone who has supported me and given me advice on this forum, I thank you so much from the bottom of my heart. I just need to get through the next couple of months as I know time will heal. I will never stop loving her and hopefully, I can find the courage to tell her the truth when the time is right.>She deserves to know.>Regards>DancemaniaK >>>Indeed she does deserve to know, especially if she's in love with you. I truly admire your strength, maniaK (great handle, by the way.) You know, it's probable that she misses you just as much as you, her, and possible she misses you even more. When you do "break the news," she might surprise you. ("For this he wants to break up the team?") Perspective is everything. I'll bet the fetish will seem like a small thing indeed if she truly wants you back. If she doesn't...well, it's back in the field again. And in the words of the great August "Kid Creole" Darnell: "There's no sense in hiding it baby/There's a certain excitement..."-Depon Answers to this message:
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