 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Vic at on 26.01. at 14:52:19 - as answer to: just popping in to say hi by aila at >my life has just about c.me crashing down upon me and only just now (as in within the past few seconds) have i wanted to c.me out of my shell. i can only hope this is one of those things that gets worse before it gets better. utterly broken-hearted and dispirited, i'm surprised i haven't blown my fucking brains out. something out there wants me to live. now on a more positive note, i'm making a few new friends in my new city, so things may be looking up. of course my fetish is still as intense as it ever was, since i can't seem to get enough of tights-clad feet. jay was tickling my pink-tighted feet mercilessly a while ago and just about gave me an orgasm. (the things i would do to him if he weren't my brother.) i returned the favor by kissing his white tights-clad feet up and down and licking between his toes. he's one of the very few things sustaining me these days. i wish i could spread the sort of happiness i used to, but my heart is too bad-addled to even want to smile. okay, i'll shut up now.>aila>(rarely is the question asked: is our children learning?)>wearing: white t-shirt, brown plaid pj pants, pink tights underneath>feeling: murderous or suicidal, fine blurred line>reading: Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix. it can only be described as angst-ridden....>>>>>>>>It seems that a number of us here had a bad 2003. I have no magic words for you- just try to hang in there, and for what it's worth, there are real human beings out in the real world that do care, and hope things get better for you. Later- Vic Answers to this message: 
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