 
Balletlover - Balletmania
written by Pinktights_blackleotards@yahoo.com at on 07.08. at 05:01:56 - as answer to: Re: Trial Seperation by Jeff at At this point my wife has nurt me so bad I only hope that if she asks me to come back that for the sake of our children I can find it deep in my heart and soul to forgive her. Yesterday i had to take our 6 year old to a b'day party and she watched our 8 and 3 year old and when we got home and she was leaving she brought the kids to tears prior to her leaving with telling them how much she loved them and really was dragging out the good bye instead of just saying she'd see them later. Now she brought all of this on not me but since she feels this is what she needs to figure things out I decided I'd do what she wants since I feel our family is too imprtant to give up 10 years and 3 kids over anything. Then this morning I took the kids w/me to the gym and they played in the kiddie room while I did my workout and then when I was going up to get the kids to leave she was in there with the 3 year old and 6 year old crying on her lap. now I can understand she saw my car there and decided to peak in on the kids but she should have made sure they didn't see her and snuck up to the window but noooooo she went inside to say hi and started this all over again. This has caused such hurt in my heart for our kids and myself that right now I say Zelba zoch means what you wish on me I wish back meaning the pain I and our kids feel I wish 110% back on her. And that if she decides that she wants me back i will have to weigh my options and also knowing that she did this once what makes me so sure she won't do it again. pink now we went to the marriage counselor last week and she will continue going without me to try to workout her problems. i confronted her and asked if it was the tights and leotards and she let me know that it's not just that but they could be part of it. I could tell her I'll throw them away but I don't know that would help and I beleive that is too big a part of me to just walk away from. Since I'll be 43 next week and been wearing since I'm around 10 or 11. And it's just something I don't think anyone could just ignore. Our sex has defineitly been affected by it as I have had to fantasize about us both wearing my tights and leotards in order to orgasm and there are plenty of times that i couldn't do that either. If we end up splitting up I don't know if I'd actually tell the next Mrs Pink about her mans fetish or not but let's not go there yet. pink Answers to this message: 
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